When we occupy a place, we are also in congruence with the past of that place. History, rather than a bland facsimile of a faraway land, thrives beneath the surface of every place with countless voices; conversations, songs, murmurs, whispers, cries and screams. They are all woven into the fabric of the here and now, they are that place. We bring the dead back to life through our dwelling in place through the multiplicity of interactions which situate us. The past haunts the present, and the present cannot exorcise this spirit, no matter how much it attempts to wipe the slate clean and start again. The silencing of these voices, the attempted exorcism of ghosts, is tantamount to a kind of violence, it can only create more voices which scream louder.
Growing
up, I never thought of the Thames Estuary as a place where people would want to
be, as a place with its own history. Your everyday environment is taken for
granted, it seems to be merely a backdrop in front of which life takes place.
As a child, there is a magic to places, but it is always inflected by the
fantasy of being elsewhere; parks become battlefields, the floor is lava. But
whilst these fantasies dull as you grow up, so too does the magic fade. Living
in this place becomes an ever-repeating series of processes, everything becomes
tedium, and elsewhere is never here. The peculiarities become secondary to the
spatial routines of modern life; walking down high streets, waiting in queues,
driving around roundabouts, crossing crossings, going through the procedures to
get elsewhere.
But,
you are always here. It seems obvious but, for me, the realisation was
gradual. The elsewhere I found in books, particularly the likes of Kerouac and
Burroughs, weren’t the only places one could dwell imaginatively. The rich
tapestry of English literature brought the elsewheres much closer to home, as
too did the British film and music. Suddenly, places that I already knew well
became imbued with a sort of magic once again. One of my first experiences of
this was reading Joseph Conrad’s Heart of Darkness. For a
brief moment the distinctions between home and foreign land are blurred as the Thames Estuary becomes colonial territory, uncannily resembling the "darkness" of the Congo. The
protagonist Marlow imagines a Roman settler:
“Imagine him here—the very end of the world, a sea
the colour of lead, a sky the colour of smoke, a kind of ship about as rigid as
a concertina—and going up this river with stores, or orders, or what you like.
Sand-banks, marshes, forests, savages,—precious little to eat fit for a
civilized man, nothing but Thames water to drink. No Falernian wine here, no
going ashore. Here and there a military camp lost in a wilderness, like a
needle in a bundle of hay—cold, fog, tempests, disease, exile, and death—death skulking
in the air, in the water, in the bush.”
Perhaps
not a favourable elsewhere to be, but nonetheless this passage radically
reshaped my understanding of places which had often been a mundane backdrop.
The more I read, the more I discovered, the more impelled I felt to be in these
places; I was already elsewhere. Wordsworth’s Lake District, Dickens’ London,
Hardy’s Wessex, these compound terms blur the distinction between author and
environment, fiction and reality, person and place, such that they are almost
one and the same. The places are built by the people, they are kept alive by
stories. When we engage with these stories, we also engage with that place. But
this isn’t specific to literature, nor is it limited to film, music or artwork,
it is there in the practices of everyday life.
Returning
to sites along the Thames Estuary, I found that my perspective hadn’t just been
changed by its various cultural representations; Heart of Darkness, Great
Expectations, Fish Tank, the paintings of both Constable and Turner, but it was
also modified by episodes from my own life that had taken place there. I
remembered being taken to Southend when I was younger. Wandering through it
once again, the familiarity of the sights, smells and sounds created an inward
resonance. The patchwork of cars parked in the middle of the road, the secretive, cosy delight of the narrow stairway disappearing between the kiosks of the Three Shells cafe, the murky
uninviting waters sloshing against the sun baked stones. Aware of a vast
expanse of absence, I thought of the manifold ways that the place had changed,
and stayed the same. I wondered about the countless other stories which noted
these same features, I wondered what feelings were attached to them. Passing
through Adventure Island, I felt vaguely melancholic, a sort of misery
contorted and distilled by the downpour of time, the shadow of a memory about
being upset about something mingled with the strange apathy of involuntary
nostalgia. Then a dropped ice cream made me smile.
How
much can this place be detached from these processes? There was the Southend I
knew, and then the same for everyone else who had ever interacted with it,
accumulating into something sublime and unknowable, but definite. I couldn’t
ever hope to know this place fully, and even my memories of it seemed to slip
away into an oblivion of unthought. We never know a place fully enough to call
it “ours”, but neither do we belong to it; its simple, pure being speaks to a
primitive interdependence of life and landscape.
I
sought to get away from my ghosts and travel beyond the horizons of memory,
proceeding up the promenade towards Shoeburyness. Once a garrison town, and
still hosting a Ministry of Defence base, Shoeburyness is alive with stories.
Like the primitive surreal forms of a Paul Nash painting, the ruinous defense
architecture are markers for a post-war Wordsworthian reverie: gun
emplacements, concrete piers, batteries and ramparts. Their eerie silence
betrays their original purpose. Moulded into even cruder shapes by the battering
of coastal time, they are somehow elegant in their bland, savage utility. Tales
proliferate here; the two great guardian giants of London, Gog and Magog, here
lent their names to two barges which carried artillery up the Thames from
Woolwich, settling at Gog’s Berth. A long wooden pike protrudes out of a
mysteriously purposeful gathering of stones and kelp nearby on the
MoD-prohibited beach; a seaside burial or primitive art? There are many more
reminders of this dark history along both the Essex and Kent sides of the
coast. The recent exhibition of “The Wave”, formed from the 80,000 clay poppies
memorialising the Great War at the Tower of London, is testament to this
troubling past.
We
are all travellers, even in our homelands. When we move through familiar
places, we are in communion with the countless other lives which move through
those places. Our feet press against its ground, we breathe into its air, we
keep this place alive simply by being here. This simple fact can inform a
politics of place.
Places
are products of mutuality, formed on an inclusive rather than exclusive basis.
Borderlands need not be negative, exclusionary boundaries but the outer limits
of a positive presence, a meeting of two places, constantly shifting edgelands
which throw into question the fixity of the centre. The past has passed, and
will continue to do so, but we need not bury it. These are vital points in an
age where this forgetting of places, on a political, social and cultural level,
all too often results in a hollow, xenophobic nationalism built on fear and
ignorance. Together with the twee aesthetic ideology of the heritage industry,
this has created the conditions for the absurdist atmosphere of Brexit Britain.
In this blog, I seek to re-assert the power of people to shape the places in
which they live by listening to the stories of others and contributing their
own. This is essentially an anarchist practice, a bottom-up form of
co-existence which undoes the coercive forms of power by asserting the creative
presences of life. It manifests itself it innumerable ways; community
organisations, local festivals and gatherings, graffiti, desire paths, artwork
both site-specific or representative of an elsewhere etc. This isn’t utopian,
nor is it revolutionary in itself, but it is the vital condition of our
existence within a place, and our means of exercising a degree of control over
it.
I
will not focus purely on “place” in this blog; but it does form the basis of a
broader thematic framework which intersects a lot of my other interests.
Neither will I limit the scope of my writing to place-writing, history, films, books or art. All of these things contribute to place-making and
are therefore relevant. I will also be sharing some of my photography, which
focuses on the interactions of people and places, finding traces of stories and
micro forms of resistance in the everyday. Some of my immediate influences are
the works of Colin Ward, Jonathan Meades, the situationists and later urban
theorists such as Henri Lefebvre and Michel de Certeau, social documentarians
and the study of Social History beginning with E. P. Thompson. But there have
been countless other influences, many of which have only emerged more recently;
the films of Patrick Keiller and Andrew Kötting, the revival of folk horror and
“New Weird Britain”, Tim Bird’s Grey Area comics, Gary Budden’s call for a“re-weirding” of the landscape, and plenty of other organisations, collectives,
writers, artists, musicians and journalists dedicated to excavating the darker
side of the landscape and re-situating peoples’ stories at the heart of places.
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